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To Matthew

To "Matthew":
I call you that because I won't dare utter your real name.

I'm adventuring. I'm really adventuring. I'm exploring new places and seeing new things...learning about different people...how they interact...
I'm seeing the world for what it really is. I dunno how, but I did it.

I'm so lucky to be able to go place to place like I do. I feel like I'm at least trying to live this life to the fullest.

Honestly, I'm doing it because I don't belong here. This isn't my life and it isn't my body to be experiencing these things in. But, since I'm stuck here, I almost feel an obligation to do everything big.
He never got a chance to be here to experience his life...he never got a chance to meet his mother and father. He never got a chance...I got his chance.

Matthew, wherever you are, I want you to know that I'm doing good here for you. I hope someone's doing the same for me.

It's my one opportunity  to see the world and redeem it in my eyes. It's my one chance to experience it for you. It keeps me from killing myself like I used to want to do.

I'm an adventurer at heart, truly. Matthew, for you.


~Fox David Collins

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